I am a programmer

As you know I'm a programmer who's still struggling with tons of bugs(not the real bugs).
I've experienced in this field almost for 10 years.
But don't even think about the hacker or something nerd.
I had to learn many things as year goes by. For me it was not enjoyable jobs.
The only thing I love to code is iOS app programming. It gives me freshness I think.
But the market share of the iPhone in Korea is not that good.
so most companies don't want to invest any money for a tiny number of people.
It makes me gloomy and unhappy.
I just want to leave this world.

Well.. I'm tired. I think I'd better go to bed now.
Good night, friends !